Always the Carrier
- Singing B1rd
- Jul 22, 2023
- 1 min read
When will I allow me to be carried
Today I walked the living room, the sunset light coming in really beautifully
Then I walked backwards and retraced my steps,
so I could practice walking with my muscles coded in Surrender.
My neck, my face, my heart, is tense.
I’ve learned to make myself to work regardless of how my spirit signals me to melt.
“Just do it” “you have to do it”
We learn - disobey our gut, abuse our body little by little, so we can receive a cheap little gift.
A so-called Education, or a so-called income that isn’t even close to being worth the strain put on our bodies.
I Want to stop bearing more than I need to
In fact I want to melt into the feeling of bearing so little that scares me a bit.
That feeling that is just like going outside the house without those 10 different things we carry ‘just in case’.
What a journey
Mining our soul, and coming across other people in similar circumstances who can share some gems here and there
Finding out how to operate in this realm, in a way that is as soft, simple, right.
Because the way we are taught by popular culture is the antithesis of what we need.
God is a secret. A perfectly kept secret